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29 12 2009

The end of the year approaches and with it the thoughts, purpose and desires to make it better than the last. New year resolutions are ancient traditions we have tried to practice year after year. I say try because sometimes we fail to accomplish everything we set out to do. I think is has to do with looking at our circumstances realistically and not measuring our commitments accurately, it happen to me many times.

I believe all of us have changed tremendously in the past few years, our hard economic situations has brought us back to the basics and many are starting all over again. We have learned what is truly important and dispose of what is not. We are concentrating our energy in learning more about ourselves and what we are really supposed to do in life. We are finding new meaning and value in the gifts God has given us and are utilizing them for our benefit. We are more aware of our surroundings and what is going on in this world in order to find the flow we should go this time around and survive.

This year my whole life changed and I’ve been on a completely new terrain that God set before me. For a while I did not know in which capacity I would be able to contribute in the regular work force; all I knew what to do was to raise a family, teach my kids, write and work from home. I had no worries. When the storm came all of that changed in a flash and it was obvious my life would never be the same even if I wanted to. Change is the word of the present moment and one I am trying to get accustomed to since I have been so used to stability. I have to admit it is scary at times but as the time goes by I realize it is a necessary evil in order to move forward. It is not easy to change outlooks and habits, it is painful at times. If I am learning something this year is to go more with my intuition, looking back I noticed how many times I ignored it and that is the reason why so many of my heartaches spring forth. I know I’m not the only one who does this, most of us think that those things are childish and that you only do it when you are young and have no responsibilities, at least I did. We should not change so dramatically when we decide to share our life with someone else, there is no need to recreate something that was real. There should always be a mutual respect and admiration for who we are and what we stand for and encourage the other to grow in all directions in order to accomplish a common goal with gladness.

In 2010 I know there will be a lot of stretching, fine tuning and adjusting, it already began. It will be a year to face fears, to take risks and chances, to embrace who I truly am and love it. It will be a chance to be innocent again without the thought that is childish. It will be a year to be true to myself and not try to tone down who I am to please anyone. It will the year that if someone loves me will embrace me just the way I am, without being ashamed or threaten by it.

How do you think your 2010 would look like? What changes are you going to make?

I wish all of you a great 2010, one that shines beyond your imagination!!


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1 01 2010
Manuel Mendoza

Well my dear ‘Clary’,I’ve already started to make changes bout 4 months ago.
Plus I set up a Billboard with My Expectations Of This New Year,or Goals as
others would understand. So that I see What I am Accomplishing or are my setbacks that I thought would be at ease. So Yes I Do think I will Accomplish Most of What I have put up on that Board. Now those goals are a Journey to
undertake with its own Trail & Tribulations,(Victories & Failures). Life it self
Is A JOURNEY of True Passion,that comes from within each one of Us,to reach our Expectations that We Hope to Conqure as long as They are TRUE Expectations,,,other wise One is spining their wheels going No Where cause of False Expectations we’ve had for many years,& Have put every Barrier in
front of Us not to accomplish those goals. Yes It does take Disapline to
Accomplish our Goals,,or Victories,,,,But it is a Must as well to Patt Yourself
everytime You complete a Goal..Reap the Benefits to your satisfaction,enjoy
life look at it as an ADVENTURE ,,,A PASSION .
Not as a Job which knots down your thinking and then your bad habits return.
Thnk You my dear SweetHeart ‘Clary Lopez’,for All you Do For Us here & around The World,,,You are Truely an INSPIRATION To US All’.
GOD Bless You.

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